vague much?

this is so ridiculous. in fact, it is so ridiculous that i will not even explicitly state what i am talking about.

anyways.

i faced one of my biggest fears today. no, wait, i conquered one of my biggest fears today. ooh that sounds better.

i was so afraid of this thing that i avoided it for at least 5 years...though i lied and said '3 or 4' or even 'a few years.'

all of my experiences with this have been horrific. no exaggeration necessary. pain and tears and humiliation...these were always present.

but not today.

today was wonderful. i was terrified, i won't lie, and there were still some tears [though very few], but i feel SO much better now.

i should have done this years ago.